My Autobiography
Who I was
I have lived in corozal my entire life
I have two brothers and four sisters.
I am the middle child in my family or at least i was until a year ago when my parents adopted a newborn baby from Belize city.
Almost a year ago my parents split up so my father has moved to the city and i haven't seen or spoken to him since( not that i want to!)
I don't miss him at all.
He wasnt a good father to us and we are much harrier now that he isnt around to bother us.
I graduated from corozal community college when i was 17 years old and have completed a year and a half of junior college majoring in biology.
One thing that i am very proud of is the fact that i graduated from primary school with the highest PSE score (Primary school examinations.) and up to today i still have the highest score for PSE at the school that i attended. I also did quite well on the CXC examinations ( Caribbean examination Council) with grade one in math( basic),English A, Social studies and human and social biology; grade two in English B, Principles of business, General biology and a grade three in Spanish.
One of the saddest and most traumatic moments of my life was when a guy who was my friend died in our last year of high school. It was the first time in my life someone who i had known died, and so naturally i had sort of a hard time accepting it. As if that wasn't enough a month after that my grandfather died.
One of the happiest moments of my life so far was probably the day that i realized that i love someone for the first time. I am not an emotional person and i find it hard to become attached to people and actually feel intense and serious emotions but this time i did and i was sure of it. By now you probably think that i fell in love with some guy right?. Wrong! I have never been in love with a guy. I was speaking about my little brother that we had adopted. I usually am indifferent to my siblings, there is just too much of them and they are annoying but this one i actually love.
I believe that the person who has influenced my life the most has been my mother because i see how she tries to do the right thing and how the decisions that she made when she was young are coming back to haunt her now. I don't ever want to be in her position and she always gives us advice to never do the same things that she did.She married really young and have many children she has been married twice and had a common law marriage for many years.
Other people who have influenced my life are Pastor Max Rudd and his church in Oklahoma who have been very Kind to me and my family and have always been there to support us with Love and affection.
Who I am
I like to reading thrillers and romance novels. I am really starting to like historical fiction. I also like watching Tv. I like horror films and romantic comedy. some of my favorite movies are; The covenant, the blindside, Twilight, and so much more it would take me weeks to list them.
My favorite TV series is Bones, which is about a Forensic Anthropologist and her HOT partner who works for the FBI.
I also love the soap opera General hospital, my favorite character is Jason Morgan (intense mob hit man)
My absolute favorite thing to eat is Lasagna and my favorite drink is coke, however i am a huge fan of grapefruit juice although other people think that it is gross.My favorite color is purple.
I like my bed room because i painted it purple and red and i have pictures of my favorite movie stars and Performers every where. The picture above is one of the many that i have in by bedroom of Taylor Lautner as Jacob black in twilight.
I dislike many things. I don't like Public or any other kind of display of affection.
I dislike people who are pretentious.
I hate to eat beans.
I don't like math and i am not good at it either.
I don't like it when people spank their children, i believe that it is just Idiotic. The other day my neighbor's granddaughter hit her little sister so the grandmother slapped the little girl really hard. I stood there thinking that it was really stupid because she was doing the very thing that she was trying to stop her granddaughter from doing. She was unconsciously teaching her that hitting someone is the way to get across a message to them.
I am not a fan of reggae or hip hop music because i think that most of their lyrics are disgusting and demeaning to people especially women.
I fail to understand how those men manage to get women to flock around them.
I don't really have hobbies, I think i'm more into pass times because the things i do are simply because i have nothing else interesting to do.
My favorite pass-time is Daydreaming.
I mean what's not to like? I can make anything happen, how i want, when i want and where i want.
I don't really have an amazing talent, however i am pretty good at biology i find it easy and interesting because there is always something new to learn and everything is interconnected.
My Characteristics
I am intense. This is something that i have always known about myself whatever i do or feel i always tend to do it to either of the extremes.
I have a vivid imagination, obviously, that is what makes me a good daydreamer.
I am very creative, i love to doodle and do arts and crafts
I am a good thinker, I do well in subjects that allow me to think and use my common sense
I am very observant
I Have a good sense of humor and after taking an online test i found out that my main humor is sarcastic
My strength is my ability to stay detached and my weakness is my resistance to change.
I can use my strengths in my personal life because it helps me to not be stressed out by other people, i don't get involved in their personal affairs so it helps me to be calm and i can also use this to my advantage for when people ask me for advice I am able to come up with a logical solution or response.
I can improve my weakness by trying to be more open and trying to really understand the fact that change will happen and that i should just be prepared for it.
My current roles are:
Daughter,
Friend( no best)
Sister, I have four sisters and three brothers
Aunt, I have one eleven year old nephew and one more on the way
student, biology major, then I will study nursing .
Who I will be
I don't have many goals that i would like to accomplish in life. I consider myself to be a person who is easy to please. The main thing that i want is to be happy.
My Goals
1. I want to graduate from sixth form this summer
2. I want to move to Belmopan before my birthday
3. I want to attend nursing school and graduate
4. I want to be in the room when a woman is giving birth to her child.
5. I want to have a steady job
My Dreams
1. I want to become a nurse
2. i want to be financially secure and have no debt
3. I want be happy doing the things that i love
4. I want to be surrounded by people who love me and care about me.
5. I want to retire early so that i could enjoy my old age
6. I want to build my dream house and not owe anyone for it
My dream house
My dream house would be located in an isolated area. It would have a large back yard where I could build a gazebo and where my pets could exercise. The house itself would have two levels. the bottom area would have a den, bathroom, living room, dining room and a kitchen. The upstairs would have a master bedroom and two guest rooms, each bedroom would have a bathroom. The master bedroom would have a balcony. My house would be surrounded be trees and flowers.
Roles
In the future i would like to have the role of Friend, Aunt, Godmother, girlfriend, Caretaker,
coworker, maybe even adopted mother
Path to get there
To accomplish my goals and dreams I need to stay in school and get by degree in nursing. Then I would need to work hard to be able to earn the money that I would need to build my home and other things. I would need to save as much money as I could for when i stop working. I would also need to try to improve my relationship with the people around me and try to be friendlier.
Obstacles and how i will overcome them
I am certain that in my quest to accomplish my goals and dreams i will be faced with many obstacles. Some that I am not even aware of now. I am however aware of the fact that i may not be able to do some of things i want simply because i may never acquire enough money to do so. Also i may get a serious illness and not be strong enough to do the things that i want. I know that this is a high possibility for me because the females in my family have a history of cancer and diabetes.
I could overcome the problem of not ever gaining all the money i want be ensuring that i work hard and keep a close eye on my budget and especially the money that i spend for luxuries. Even if i don't get the money then i hope that i would be mature enough to still be happy.
I could overcome the problem of sickness by trying to stay healthy and getting regular checkups so that it i do then i would be able to treat it early.
No one person can change the world but i will try to make a difference in the lives of the people that i come in contact with by helping out those who are in need with food, money and shelter when i can . And by using the skills that i will learn at nursing school to help the sick and needy.
